This month, i feel like it passes by so fast, from 1st Jan, til today 20 err... something, 25!!! feels like only a week has gone past.. Then STPM will reach real fast.. die lor..
I have something deep inside my heart, telling me that i wouldn't do well this time.. How how??
i also have no idea..
It feels like everyone's rich enough to go to colleges, and just study what they are interested in, but not me...
I have to focus on everything, and work hard on subjects that i hate, just to get to public U, and to get the course u want.. Why must this happen to me??
Thinking from the other side, others say that studying Form 6 prepares you for U, maybe if i suffer 1 more year, i might have a better life at U for 3 years, then study further, 6 years??
Cannot la!! By then so old, like...
do the simple Maths..
erm..
18 or 19??
0k. 18++ and another 6 years= 26..
NO!! 24 lar..
Stil ok wad.. not too old la hor~
Dunno la... live my life to the best now, worry bout the hard times later..
Haha, i sound like a poet, writing my own quotes..
1 more thing, this morning at class, MUET teacher said, in the whole Form 6 last year, only got 1 person got Band 5.. Waliao.. so hard??
i was still thinking of getting a Band 5 easily..
like that, Band 4 oso hard wei..
Why like that??
Among all the subjects, i thought MUET was my best...
then now??

Wow.. Wrote so much today..
Hope i can write so much and get enough points for my essay la.. “cross fingers...“


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