I'm Back

It's been a month already, since my last blog post.
Kinda' busy studying, and have been in so many other activities.....

Dissected the white mice..

Was really scared and nervous before that, but once it was over, it's quite fun actually..

But the mice STINKS!!

Been in ups and downs, whether to join the P53 performance a not..

And, a good news, I'm already in it now, and i enjoy the practices on every weekend.

Two more challenges, i have to continue practicing my dance, after stopping for almost 3 months.   And, i have to be TOP!! Jump higher Vivian! You can do it!

Yan Hun passed away in peace..

She was diagnosed with cancer last year, and after struggling, and doing so much ko-sen-ru-fu, I am positive that she will be born in a family with Gohonzon. R.I.P. my dear...

Got my MUET results. It wasn't really that good, but cukup makan lah...

And i am quite proud of myself actually.

Only 4 from my class got a Band 4, and i was one of them..

Not gonna sit for it again, cos I'm not planning to be some doctor or pharmacist anyway~

Missed Evonne's, Gloria's, Niesha's and Jia Liang's birthday..

It's not that i wanted to miss all of their birthdays.. It's just because they had their birthday together, and i was busy that day.. Plus, my mum didn't allow me to go all the way to 1 Utama, so far away...

Sorry kay, wish u guys happy belated birthday~

Finally..

I think we are gonna break up.

I just think that we changed. It isn't like the old time anymore..

Or is it that time had passed?

Had been together for almost 3 years, and i think we cannot go on anymore.

I'm sorry if I had hurt your feelings, and i appreciate everything you had done for me in this past few years.

I love all the chocolates, cards, cakes and all the present you gave me, but i do not have the same feeling for you anymore....

If you read this, i hope you can understand my feelings.

我不配

这感觉已经不对

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉  我没给

你嘟嘴  许的愿望很卑微  在妥协

是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对我

最后最后才了解

一页页不忍翻阅  的情节你好累

你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴

而我心碎 你受罪 你的美

我不配 

 

XOXO,

Vivian